Friday, February 25

at least i knoe the things i wan now...
Came across this article,at the bottom of this entry after the lyrics.. thought it was interesting since i'm doing on psychology and i can learn more from reading such articles.. nn so here it is.. CARE nn SHARE! keke. sorry to those ii did not reply ur msgs or answer ur phone calls today. not exactly in the mood. i'll be fine real soon. i wun run myself down. i wun destroy myself. i'll stand right back upp agn. =)
there are two projecks left, NmM.. easy.. jus contents nn pics nn OOPG ! wakaka. damn.
went to millenia walk with darryl.. did my work nn hadd coffee. tiring day. my dark rings were like SOOOO BIG! urgh. ii miss my prata. ii miss my pasta. ii miss my espresso. ii miss .. i'v thot things thru. i knoe what i want. this's a nice song by mest.. Fuct up kid playing on my blog. here's the lyrics.. enJoy.
Mest
Fuct Up Kid
Composição: Desconhecido
The words you say, Ill never listen to'

Cause if I did I'd be just like you
But you're my enemy, and soon your gonna see
Ya gotta be yourself to be happy'
Cause your not, your not
CHORUS:fuct up visions in my head
im a fuct up kid is what they said
but at least i know all the things that i want
and its all the things I've got
Cause youre so quick to point the finger
you act like your shit dont linger
it feels good when you see someone else
in a rutit gives you confidence and makes you happy
But your not, your not
CHORUS
you act as if you see my way
but i know that you wont leave today
cause change you what you fear the most
now the end is getting close
and the end is getting close
and the end if getting close
CHORUS

In many ways, John Gotti appeared to be an ordinary fellow. He described himself as a salesman who sold pumbling and heating supplies to builders, and zippers to dressmakers. He lived a modest home with satellite dish on roof. His Friends and admirers- of whom there were many- said he was an ordinary guy, and it wouldnt be unusual to find him in a local bar, drinking a few beers. He hung out at the neighbourhood BerginHunt and Fish social club.
There was another side of Gotti, though. He frequented expensive restaurants, wearing custom made $1800 suits and designer socks. His hair was always freshly barbered, and his nails were meticously manicured. If you met him at such a nightspot, you'd probably guessed he was a rich, highly successful businessman, u might Approach him for a contribution to charity and you might recieve a general amount.
But there was another side of John Gotti, to US prosecutors, he was head of a crime family similar to that potrayed in the film THE GODFATHER. They considered him vicious, cold-hearted killer who was responsible for the deaths of scores of people. And they convinced the jury; Based in testimony from an informat.
SAmmy "the bull" Gravano, Gotti was convicted for the murder of five peopl and was given a life sentence. He died in prison in June2002.

Just who was John Gotti?
A warm, friendly neighbour? a wealthy businessman? A ruthless, greedy mobster, willing to do anything to keep control of his crime family?
Many people, like Gotti, haave diff sides to thier personalities, appearing one way to some people and quite differently to others. Yet to any one group of people who were aqquinted to Gotti, his behaviour was so probably consistent that they thought they could predict how he would behave, no matter what the situation.

Psychologists who specialize in personality is the pattern of enduring characteristics that differentiate people- the behaviours tht make all of us the unique individuals we are.