Thursday, April 28
good morning to the ugly and fugly people.
this is gona be another long entry.
enjoy.
yes,
im not dead yet.
i survived the 7 hours ordeal ytd.
nanny made milk for me. *grins. but i still miss my tau hua.
tody's gonna be worse. 11 to 3 , then 6.30 to 10. OMG.
tell me why? laughs.
ytd was one of the happiest day i ever had. =)
thanks for everything silly.
" - : ... i miss u ... "
:)
i still want my banana ice cream.
the purple ice ccream apparently wasnt of much help. =(
but u made it all look just as fine.
would u cry if im gone?
i actualli missed von so much ytd.
and i seriously dunnoe wad spurred me on but i have a sudden impulse now to tell her that : yes von, i love u. so much.
thanks for evrything. =)
haha. she's still in bed.
isnt it just so sweet? i was reali lost for words.
tell me, did u meant what u did and said yesterday or were u just doing it out of nothing?
i've learnt to stop thinking so much bout everything already, if u could see that.
sometimes i just hope i could let evrything fade away just liddat.
but i chose to stay on, cos i wana be here for u, each and everyday.
i can feel that we are growing closer each n everyday,
things are turning for the better, or is it just my imagination running wild?
u'v become part of my life.
i'm just so afraid, someday, just someday, we would just become best frens.
she's everything you want.
she's everything you need.
she's everything inside of you.
That you wish you could be.
sHe says all the right things.
At exactly the right time.
But i mean nothing to you.
And you don't know why.
You're waiting for someone
To put you together.
You're waiting for someone to push you away.
There's always another wound to discover.
There's always something more you wish she'd say.
tell me i'm everything u want, i'm everything u need,
but i'm nothing to u and i dunnoe y.
its gonna rain soon.
take care everyone.
silly, all th best for ur bike later on, dun go follow other riders again okii?
Oh won't you listen
O Lord to my plea for justice
Can't you hear my cry for help,
Try to heed my honest prayer.
And judge me in my favor .
'Cause you know my heart
You have come to me at night
But it's so hard to speak no evil.
In a hole deprived of light .
So I pray for you to answer.
And to turn to me and smile,
Shower me with love to save me
From demons deep inside.
Defiled at heart,
In this perfect hell.
Under red leaves bleeding,
Over scaled chateau we fell,
To demonocracy,
Where neither Adam or Eve,
Conceived of such iniquities.
From pleasure or pain.
Or the razor's edge inbetween
Thou art my seventh heaven burning
Going down as with the sun...
Christlike, whipped and weak.
Painted nails driven through the meek,
Yet in obituary.
My dreams still weep
Of dark blood and f**king thee.