Saturday, April 23
hoho. this morning i feel like crapping. o yes. let me crap. btw, its change clothes today. its nice. =)
i talked to god ytd night cos i had a good rest and i woke up a happy girl. o no, women. =)
*grinz. ashton kutcher is so hot. like totally.
silly, if i cant have u, i dun need anybody else.
cos i just don't understand why you wont talk to me ,
it hurts that i'm so unwanted for nothing ,
don't talk words against me.
Perhaps u still dun realised how deep i'v fallen.
it scares me.
does it scares u too?
i dun wish to move a step further in anymore.
i see no point there.
cant u see that you'r lying to yourself?
You can't see the world through a mirror..
It won't be too late when the smoke clears..
Cause I'm, I am still here.
i never knew how much it would hurt again.
never thought i would fall again.
but it came true.
Life's always like that.
u dun always get what u want.
i see no point in crying anymore.
im not that weak.
Intense sadness in a man's life teaches him to look into his soul.
Sadness washes one's soul clean and enlightens it.
In sadness, one detaches oneself from this world.
All in all, we should understand that, unhappiness comes into our lives for our own good, and everyday problems are the means to achieve closeness to god, therefore we should welcome them with love.
Love is for givers, not getters.
Those who demand to be loved before they will love shouldn’t be surprised if no one gives them love. Lovers live in a world of giving.
The getters, the ones who are looking for love, is a different world.
We have a duty to love, but we have no guarantees that we will be loved.
We have it in our power to love, but we have no power to force others to love us.
It is folly to spend life demanding love from others.
If we are true lovers, our entire mindset is in a giving mode.
There is no place for bemoaning the ways others neglect us.