all i wana do is to hold u close
and wipe the tears off your cheeks.
silly, i know u'r stronger than this,
everything will be just as fine as before.

sometimes i wonder if it's u or just my delusional self.

my mum is pissed at me. for the very first tym outta my 18years of living.
this morning she slammed the door at me for the very first tym.
o wells, sighs. mummy i 'm sorry.

o, i'v passed my btt and school's starting in a week's tym.
wonder if everything 's gonna be the same as before...

just had pound cake and milk. was stoning away my morning.
thinking through things, but came to realised i had nothing to think about.
my mind's all blank.

i gotta be strong bcos i want it all.

this is terrible. some scarring my legs fading off due t o horrible irritating lil' bugs.

I watch the walls around me crumble
but it's not like I wont build them up again
so here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts cause it will end
And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye.

I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming about you, honestly tell me that it's overcause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
but at the same time your the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

its all so random. my life is on hold now. yawns.




- posted at 9:11:00 AM