ashaken i was.
to just realised that i've never been this serious in love all my life before, and i cant get it. it's been raining since sun rise. as much as i tried to continue my sleep, von had to wake me up. and so, i took out my laptop, switched on the cable tv, and drank my banana milk. i'm all alone at home this morning. o wells, i'v always been for the past few days.
random thoughts for this entry so pardon me if it makes no sense at all. sometimes i feel so emtpy all inside. nobody knows what im going thru. no, u dont compare me with other girls cos i seldom plunge myself in so deep for someone, this's only the second tym i dare to say.
girlfriends around me think tt i cld be stronger than this, but i beg to differ.
this girl really broke me down this time. i need more than time to recover.
been playing the same songs over n over again on my lapptop, She's no you by jesse mccartney and incomplete by bsb, nice songs i say. now i feel like eating crystal jade's custard bun. =(
. i'm on hold now.
o yea, how great, she's simply the girl u want, all u ever wanted. what am i to you? tell me.
i'm totally stuck on this. as much as i hope i can move on, i see myself here still.
so just let me sit beside u.
u know i love to hear u speak, i love to see u laugh, i love to see u eat.
I don't know what to do, I'm going out of my mind.
gave a hug to my friend ytd, she moved away, she was shocked. i shut up and sat there. what's wrong with the world.
where were u when i need a hugg?
nobody else to hug me as well as you did. i miss u.
its been 39 days.
i dont blame u for not making a choice.
i blame myself for not being able to make u fall for me like how she could.
the rain hasnt stop.
i wonder how has ur sleep been so far. tell me that u'l be fine.
its playing i duwana know on the tv now. how it reminds me of jac. laughs.
mtv mtv mtv. oki, i'v decided to stop blogging. enjoy ya day pple.
would u hold me close and dry my tears?
i dont believe in happily ever after.
i dont believe in happily ever after.
i dont believe.
i dont. show me darling.
ciaoz.
*im hungry. whines.