Tuesday, May 24

dann: i'm very disappointed in you, seriously.
me: i'm sorry.
dann: be more sorry to yourself, it sucks to see u this way.


M I REALLY SUCHA DISAPPOINTMENT?
i'm disgusted by myself, n i seriously am. i'm sucha pest. i'v been crying and crying and crying and pouring out my woes to everyone.
im sorry friends.. i know u guys are already sick of me and this thing.thx to all who's been tagging on my board.. i'l be fine. sorry to make u guys worry. and xinyan.. thx for the msg.. no, ya not just an aquaintance in my life oki. -huggs.



i'm sick and i'm gonna take a longgg time to heal.


good morning world...
gona be e first day of skool today.
trust me.
i was so fine after the big cry yesterday.

but when i woke up this morning, everything came back again.
how do i keep this off my mind? sighs.
well.. i dunno.
i miss u.. and i seriously do.
sometimes, the things u do and say are all so contriadicting.

i feel so weak.. i'v got no more strength to cry anymore.


i'll never be good enough for u
i'll never be good enough for u
i'll never be good enough for u
i'll never be good enough for u...


memories- it was sucha beautiful one u left me with.
r we gona put an end to it?
it hurts.
i'm facing the same thing everyday.
how i wish i could just stand up and walk away from all this.
i cant,
i cant.. u knoe i cant...



all i'm gona be is incomplete.
i still cant wake myself outta this dream after a long tym.

trust me, i'v tried to go on like i'v never known u.
it doesnt work.
voices tell me i should carry on.
someone give me the strength to do this.


why wouldn't u love me?
why wouldn't u?