fifth day of school ::
weekend ::a busy one yesterday.
had floorball. was funn.
then off to dragonboat. was funn too.
enJoyed myself.
bern showed me this lime green vespa outside the sports complex and my heart melted.
i wan my orange vespa!!
grrrs.
and i saw so many of my frenz yesterday. smiles.
rushed off to work after training.
i'm so proud of myself.
i finished a packet of chicken rice effortlessly on my dad's car.
bet his mercz stinks of garlic now! laughs.
work work work..
duper relaxing.
loti came and fetch me on his vespa.. was a purple one. OMG. blah.
had prata... ddamnn. chicken rice and prata for the day.
fattening please.
o wells.i'v been starving for the truth.
and so i asked again yesterday night.
the same answer came out.
it wasnt a NO.
wasnt a YES.
i'm still hanging by the moment.
yes indeed i'v tried to get over u..
people told me it takes time..
and i tried.
no.
i love u.. no matter how hard i tried, at the end of the day, it's still YOU.
i'm so much closer to where i started.
but i still cant step it in.
i'v gotta make the decision myself.
i was so close to an anwser yesterday.. but u pulled me back again.
tell me..
this love has taken its toll on me.