good morning people.


:: things that happened yesterday
i stoned in class.
i skipped my lecture.
i wore super slack to skool.
i gave up my bus seat to this granny, i couldnt figure out her age, and i discovered that it's tough do age guessing on the elderly.
i smiled to strangers, and apparently, most of em smiled back. -grins.
i bought myself a EXTRA SMALL helmet for the bike lessons. -laughs.
i got scolded by zave. my favourite line foe the night:
"No use crying she won't buy that anyway."
thank u zave. knock more sense into me.. will u?
i thought i wanted to get an orange vespa.
i bought myself a bar of MARs. -guilty indulge-
i've proven Ian wrong, see, there's no true love, i'v tried waiting for the one i loved and i see no ending, u bluff me. i hate u. u told me nothing's ever impossible. no, i believe in that no more.

i couldnt keep u off my mind,
and i hate myself for that.




:: my thoughts for u.
it was a long night for me.
i'v got nothing else to say.
i miss u.
i'm so sick of myself.
slapped by the cruel reality everyday i wake up,
but i still stay in the dream
- " learn to let go of me slowly k."
it has been bothering me eversince the day u sent me this.
it breaks my heart everytime i read this msg.
yes, i kept all of ya msg. and i read them to sleep every night.
and that's the reason why i cry to sleep too.

i'v given my all.

and i gave u the best of me.

i'v loved my best.

and i'v loved u with my all.

there's nothing for me to lose anymore.

cos i love u. truely.

you'v seen the ashes in my heart.
and u smiled the widest.
when i cried inside,
i tried to put on another face.
Just to make u proud.
it hurts.
i'v been shattered.
i wanted you to come and make me whole.
u don't notice me anymore.
u'r just walking away.
perhaps it's just me.
its alright.


- posted at 7:10:00 AM