i've been staring at your picture every night.the scent of you still lingers around in my mind.and it feels cold and lonely whenever i listen to our song at night.i knew it wasnt meant to be right from the start.i fell in love with u.i know that u would not feel the way i feel for u.i'v been putting on a farcade these few days..i wonder how long more can i continue doing this..the thought of getting tgt with u comes by back every now and then.it worries me when i dont see the smile on your face.i keep feelin a terrible heaviness of spirit.. o wells, it is momentary, i will get over it soon, i keep tellin myself.. yes memory was great... but it do hurt alot too..coz they are simply just too sweet...i'm not okay....u wear me out....