week 2 day 1 of skool ::

singlet berms and flip flops to skool again.
pouts. haha. cole wore the same thing.
i think that we'r like so cool mann.
laughs.
the indian population of TP seems to be following me like the whole day.
haha. OMG.
fell aslp during lecture. for the first tym out of this sem.
boo hoo.
i gota like study real hard mann.
my memory's failing. for no reason, i'v been forgetting names and people i talked to before.
strangers coming up to me.. and it always take me like sucha long tym to recall who they are.
hahahhahahaha. gosh. whats wrong mann.


i'v kept my promise to you.
i did not cry.
do u feel that we'r like drifting apart?
i dunno.
it just aint feeling right.
every morning waking up and telling myself : " connie, forget bout it "
sighs.
what am i feeling?
what am i doing?
i'v got no idea.
nobody does.


all i wanted was for u to
Say that you love me..
say that you care..
I want you to love me..
to kiss me and hug me..
and I want you to never let go of me..


but it seems to be drifting away.
its all so far.


and to ask u this : " would your life still be the same if i' m gone? "
- posted at 9:08:00 PM