i wanted to cry on the train this morning.but i was alone.sighs.it feels horrible to hold e tears back,i miss u. but i'v to move on.work was fun today. jan n fren came down n acc me for awhile. haha. and they upset me.they say i dun have the face to sell soft toys. no wonder business was so bad. =(von bought me dinner with phyu and nikk. =)cheesecake and banana smoothie!! thx ray.but like a fool i'v waited for too long just to make her see.