im so sick of loving.
i'v given my all,
and i'v waited with my all.
i wasnt selfish at all.
i'v been wondering y all along it's only been me.
perhaps i should stop being so thick skinned and stop pinning any more hopes.
perhaps its really impossible at all.
AT ALL.
give me some time.
and u won't find me bothering you anymore.
i wana thank u cos i'v learnt how to love after knowing you.
the difference between love and infatuation.
thanks for changing me into a better person. with a better attitude, character and mindset.
it was all possible cos i loved u and i was willing to change.
and that was when i discovered i really loved you.
thanks for everything.
i still remember 3 weeks ago you told me to give up on waiting for u.
n yes, this morning i woke up and thought i should just carry on with life.
i cant possibly stay on when u don't love me at all.
it hurts. yes, it still does.
you were the first to make me fall so deep for.
and this would be the last tym.
i'm too afraid to love anymore.
i'm scared.
just hope u'll find someone who will love u and treat u so right.
someone who's so much better than me.
someone so pretty and nice.
im just so not good enough for you.
im not good enough
im not good enough
im not good enough
im not good enough
im not good enough
im not pretty enough
im not pretty enough
im not pretty enough
im not pretty enough
im not pretty enough.
i knew it.
i duwana get hurt.
what if someday u come up to me with this other girl and said:" connie, she's my new love" that's it.
i don't think i'd be able to take the blow.
everyone only gets a chance in life. and if only i could let you know how much you mean to me. with all these, i believe, i'l be taking my leave gradually.
how i wish you would make me stay.
forget it.
sighs.
after two months, i find myself so drained.
i cant take it any longer.
people around telling me things like i should just move on.
i'm so sick.
have you been taking me for granted?
m i just a friend to you?
guess i could never ever picture us getting together.
i din wana think so much again, i'v been living on well for the past two weeks,
but i dunno y this morning..
i actualli pictured you with a new love.
i'm scared.
o wells... i'v never regretted falling for you.
u'll always be that special someone in my heart.
i love u.