sorry if this entry's gonna upset any of u out there.im just so not in a good mood today.U and U and U and everyone else puts me off.no good morning msg from u to make my day today.its all been said thru this.i dunno.nikk was right bout saying me.i'v been the willing party, and its all so fucking one-sided.no, amy doesnt feel for me.i'v only got myself to blame.to bring this upon myself.doing it all on my own accord.good for u that she's been replying your msgs.all the best.im just so stupid. plain stupid.i have nothing much else to say anymore.u were right at the beginning when u said somehow, i'll feel being made used of.guess u still reali dunnoe how much i feel for u.so forget bout it.-whatever.
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im disgusted by the news i heard today.one of my ex (u noe who u r) just told me these like just 2 weeks ago:"o, i'll be watching over you..""There's something i always wanna tell u, but i'm always holding it back cos u'v fallen for another..i wana tell you that if the sun should refuse to rise and e moon doesnt hang in the night, the tides wunt change, seasons rearrange, when the world is thru, i'll still love u"yucks. sweet talking? doesnt work on me. I HAVE NO FEELINGS FOR U AT ALL ANYMORE PLEASE. im just disgusted after hearing bout the news of u noe what.Make up your mind la.who do u reali love?ur ex gf ? u cant get back with her just becos she's turning straight?Me ? jus cos i'v fallen for amy?yucks.now asking someone to leave THAT GIRL ALONE so u can get near her?Laughs.im so sorry bout spilling all these shit out , cos I AINT IN A VERY GOOD MOOD TODAY and im taking this chance to vent it out. so sorry. haha. plainly, i'm simply disgusted by what u'r doing now, and with this, listen up: " Just watch out of whats gonna happen next if u guys get tgt ".
im disgusted by everyone else. yucks.
i hate sweet talking.